hello all,
I know how terrible I am with keeping up my blog.
I do, I really do.

I want to set a challenge for myself,
to blog everyday for a whole week.
6th May - 12th May
to write about anything,
random thoughts,
(and we all know I have a lot of those),
and much more.

for today,
I'd like to share my concerns.
as most of you know I've gone back to teaching english part time.
to be honest,
I'm not sure what my real motives were.
maybe. helps after all.
pretty much.

and about modelling,
I have my busy days,
my horribly no-job, 
desperately-waiting-for-a-casting days.
people are so curious about how much I earn.
all I can say is that just because I get a big job once,
a have had months where I have NO jobs at all.
So all the money I made from the big job,
needs to be spread out over the next few months to make rent.

so yeah, maybe teaching english again
was just a way to calm my nervous, money anxious 23 year old self
for some sort of financial security.
we all get those days.


where am I even going with this blog?

no clue.

see you tomorrow