reading the past like it's your future

1:39AM

I'm feeling pretty nostalgic right now.

I was going through my old blogs on Xanga.

Realized a couple of things,

1. I couldn't stop

(I just couldn't, it was like reading about the future but it's already my past)

/ does that make sense?

2. My Chinese was waaaay better back in the day.

(I used words like "似乎", when was last time I used that in the past 5 years?)

/ never.

So jealous of you youngens out there.

At the same time, I'm not.

I had a pretty good run.

I had fun, I had heartbreaks, I had drama

I had my dumb moments.

/ a lot of em.

My past is a secondhand story.

And secondhand it shall be.